Friday, January 16, 2009
Hey all, soz 4 nt upd8in my blog in such a long tym..sme ppl even saes its growin spider webs oready!!..lol..well..actually 2dae is kinda e onli dae dat i'm free..cos tis is e onli dae dat i've gt an off dae frm wrk (where i wrk frm mon-fri, 8.30am-5.30pm..yea, i guess i'm a robot), otherwise i wld b juz 2tired frm wrkin 2gt on9 (lol)..actually 2dae is e dateline in which i have to hand in my application form 4e poly courses..i hope dat god will b kind 2me n grant me tis miacle 2gt into e course i wan..dats all i ask fer..haix..*prays*..hmm..anywae i gtg gt ready fer wrk @ph oready(C! i guess I'm realli a robot..wrk, wrk, wrk onli..)cos i'm coverin joycelyn..n i promise dat i'll try 2find e tym 2 upd8 my blog REGULARLY..hehe
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3:33 PM
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Monday, January 12, 2009
O.m.G!!! I wana CRY!! I juz received my O-level results and its HORRENDOUS!!!!! I think e cambridge markers must've marked e wrong script!!!!!! O.m.G!O.m.G!O.m.G!!!!!! sry, dats all i cn think right nw..I cnt b'lieve dat i gt
L1R4-17..n dat is plus CCA!!!! argh!! I kno its nt DAT bad, bt its neither gd nor bad either!!If u wana sae dat is gd, its oso nt considered gd, considerin dat i cnt even gt into e courses dat I wan in a poly..bt u cnt sae its DAT bad either, b'cos i cld @least gt into all e courses in e polies, tho it juz depends wheather dey'll take me...HAIX!! I'm in MAJOR depressed mode!*god gimme e strength and grant me a miracle dat i cn gt into e course dat i wan(creative writing for television and new media..a new course in SP), and i promise I'll do ANYTHIN!!..seriously!*
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2:28 PM
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Thursday, January 1, 2009
Nw i realli gt hw ppl realli feel when dey receive a call frm e hospital goin..n mine went smth lik this.......
Me: Hello..
Hospital: Hi, i'm calling frm Changi General Hospital. R u in any way related to Mrs Ng Soh Tin?
Me: Um..yea..? I'm her grand-daughter..
Hospital: Oh..Um..is your mother or father @hme den?
Me: Um..no, bt wad is this pertaining to? n hw cn i help out??
Hospital: Oh, um..ur grandmother have been admitted into hospital. She is currently in critical condition due to stroke. You might want to give your parents a call so that they cn cme dwn n fill in e necessary form.
Me:
(voice shakey) Ok, sure no prob. bt where is she nw?
Hospital: She is under-going an opperation nw, her frenz brought her in and r w8in outside of e opperating theatre. You just gt ur parents 2cme dwn ok?dun worry
Me:
(thinkin: R u insane?! hw nt 2 wry!!!!!!!! u in-human or wad?! this is my grand-mother ur talkin abt? if she goes wad m i gona do????) Ok.Thanks.Bye.
A Million thins r runnin thro my head s my parents head dwn 2 e hospital n me ordered 2stay @hme 2 giv my uncle in bangkok a call 2let him kno of my grandmothers situation..I was soo nervous dat smth might happen 2her durin e oppertion as well as pissed dat my uncle wasnt answerin his phone..I men wad cld b mre importnt den this man?PICK UP UR DAMN PHONE!!.. After dat I kept buggin my mom n dad by callin dem evry few mins 2 ask wheather my grandmother was out of e operation theatre oready, n whaether she was ok..Luckily dere was no1 @hme hence it gave me a chance 2 cry alittle..This was e woman who was much closer 2me than my own mother eva was..she was oways dere 2bak me up when my parents scolded me..n she was everythin else in between..we were v.close (altho we're nt related by blood)..so u cld imagine hw shocked i was dat she was in e hospital..
Finally,when i gt news frm my parents my mom delievered e horrible news: SHE WAS HALF PARALYSED!! O.m.G! i realli duno wad 2do..if u say its bad news,its nt xactly bad news, cos @least she cld still talk n move on e other half..bt if i oso cnt consider tis is s a gd news..she's PARALYSED fer gods sakes!! Haix..Wad a wae 2 begin e new yr..=(
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8:36 PM
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Still on bad bloods with my mother, wanted 2wish her a happy new yr juz nw n she asked me 2 f*uck off..WTH!!!!! I realli duno wad else 2sae 2her anymre..she's a waste of my time..Anywaes I dun wish 2talk anymre on tis topic..juz wana wish all my frenz HAPPY 2009! N GOD BLESS^^
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2:24 PM
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